I Wonder !!

I wonder why,when I'm lost
And can't seem to find some light
That he always guides me forward
And reminds me which way is right.


My god probably thinks it's funny
How heard-headed I'm sometimes
And when stubbornness is in control
He has to get me back in line.


Well I know he's always right
Because honestly he's never been wrong.
But I wonder why I never see him,
Yet still just know He's always along.


Well thank u for your grace
Which seems to never finish.
I wish I knew why you are so good to me,
But I'm just happy knowing you'r endless.


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California's Highway 1

Here it goes the Highway 1, More often called the CA 1 that runs much of the Pacific Coast of the U.S. State of California....famous for running along some of the most beautiful coastline in the world....

The beautiful highway connects the San Francisco bay area with Los angeles....Believe me it can make you feel the divine intervention   driving on..However it needs lots of patience as its not a child's play kind of thing to ride here..I experienced a couple of times..at some points its becomes narrow and high on the edges of great canyon which is quite scary !!


But still reasonable and that fear is nothing at cost of some of the most beautiful nature appearances in the world,you can feel the clouds touching you with breezy fresh air,and boundless view of pacific ocean at other end..Simply eternal bless like heaven !!

Go Green

Let's paint the sky green....

Sugar coated city

San Francisco.... This place is truly the busiest place I have ever seen. Guess that's what a city is like. Hmmmm.. 

The amazing weather and  absolutely gorgeous architecture makes it worthy !

Tourists favorite destination ever..

Lucked out with the weather and headed for the beach.

The most photographed city..

The perfect blend of nature with city life..Always worth cherishing..

Who can be unhappy and sad here..

The small basket outside a house on the staircase towards coit tower reminded me some old memories....My grand mom used to carry the same kinda basket for her regular temple visit....Loved it seeing here..

Stranger:

I stand in front of the mirror
And wipe the fog away
My vision is still hazy
From ridding myself this way

My hair is all in tangles
My eyes are filled with tears
I wipe the warm tears away
As if trying to rid myself of my fears

I'm ashamed of what I have done
But it hurts me even more
I can't make myself stop doing it
Even though I know what's in store

It has taken over my mind
It is eating away at my soul
My throat burns with anger
While my stomach growls even more

I am still looking in the mirror
Yet I don't know who I see
All that I know
Is this sad sight couldn't be me

I grip the edge of the counter
So tightly that my knuckles turn white
I want to scream out in anger
At this ugly sight

It's your fault I hiss
That I do this to myself
If only you didn't look this way
I would be in better health

I cover the image in the mirror
With the palm of my hand
And notice a cut on my finger
That I never knew I had

I grab my hand in anger
Or is it more like fright
I'm just so shocked
To see this sight

I laugh and then I cry
Then crumble to the floor
Suddenly aware of my problem
Like I never was before

How did this happen to me?
How did I become a statistic?
I thought that I was strong,
I thought I was better than that

Sneak a look...Memory lane..!!

Me before & after....if gazing back i found a seamless walk wid wonderful experiences taught me amazingly,how the life could b best and worst when u r away from ur people ur place ur world....its quite painful initially to get over from your comfort zone you've been born with....but end of the segment,i learned a lot about life,people,different kind of cultures,and the most cheerful factor i got lots of love and corporation from wonderful people i met there...later on they became part of my life who encouraged me to start writing once again.....

I've been working fulltime a little over 1 and a half year now, and sometimes when I think about all the hours of sleep I lost during that time I die a little bit inside....

Quick updates

Compared to this time last year am i:

Happier? About the same but for different reasons.

Thinner? A little bit, didn't indulge as much this holiday season.

Richer? Yup.

Smarter? For sure

What do i wish i'd done more of?

  blog, work out, make an effort to keep in touch with friends. BALANCE.

What do i wish i’d done less of? 

Judge, complain, worry about things that are out of my hands anyway.

Who do i miss? 

Now that I'm back at home I miss the good times in Delhi.

Who was the best new person i met? 

I like all the people I met while. I won't stroke any egos by naming names lol.

Quote or Song Lyric that sums up for that time:

 “So tonight gotta leave that nine to five upon the shelf and just enjoy yourself, groove, let the madness in the music get to you,

life ain't so bad at all.”    

It's been a while since I last posted, but I'm content on two counts - one, that the last post continues to attract comments and two, that the gap hasn't been in vain. I've been busy changing a few things around here, but to see them you'll probably have to click through from your feed reader.

Look! 

New layout! 

New links section! 

I know the layout is not the best, but give me some back-pats, please.I hardly use any code and all..i did it all myself....

So here i m trying my hands as i got a break to...

This blog is my window. My window to you, my window to my own self and my window to happiness.