Stranger:

I stand in front of the mirror
And wipe the fog away
My vision is still hazy
From ridding myself this way

My hair is all in tangles
My eyes are filled with tears
I wipe the warm tears away
As if trying to rid myself of my fears

I'm ashamed of what I have done
But it hurts me even more
I can't make myself stop doing it
Even though I know what's in store

It has taken over my mind
It is eating away at my soul
My throat burns with anger
While my stomach growls even more

I am still looking in the mirror
Yet I don't know who I see
All that I know
Is this sad sight couldn't be me

I grip the edge of the counter
So tightly that my knuckles turn white
I want to scream out in anger
At this ugly sight

It's your fault I hiss
That I do this to myself
If only you didn't look this way
I would be in better health

I cover the image in the mirror
With the palm of my hand
And notice a cut on my finger
That I never knew I had

I grab my hand in anger
Or is it more like fright
I'm just so shocked
To see this sight

I laugh and then I cry
Then crumble to the floor
Suddenly aware of my problem
Like I never was before

How did this happen to me?
How did I become a statistic?
I thought that I was strong,
I thought I was better than that

Sneak a look...Memory lane..!!

Me before & after....if gazing back i found a seamless walk wid wonderful experiences taught me amazingly,how the life could b best and worst when u r away from ur people ur place ur world....its quite painful initially to get over from your comfort zone you've been born with....but end of the segment,i learned a lot about life,people,different kind of cultures,and the most cheerful factor i got lots of love and corporation from wonderful people i met there...later on they became part of my life who encouraged me to start writing once again.....

I've been working fulltime a little over 1 and a half year now, and sometimes when I think about all the hours of sleep I lost during that time I die a little bit inside....

Quick updates

Compared to this time last year am i:

Happier? About the same but for different reasons.

Thinner? A little bit, didn't indulge as much this holiday season.

Richer? Yup.

Smarter? For sure

What do i wish i'd done more of?

  blog, work out, make an effort to keep in touch with friends. BALANCE.

What do i wish i’d done less of? 

Judge, complain, worry about things that are out of my hands anyway.

Who do i miss? 

Now that I'm back at home I miss the good times in Delhi.

Who was the best new person i met? 

I like all the people I met while. I won't stroke any egos by naming names lol.

Quote or Song Lyric that sums up for that time:

 “So tonight gotta leave that nine to five upon the shelf and just enjoy yourself, groove, let the madness in the music get to you,

life ain't so bad at all.”    

It's been a while since I last posted, but I'm content on two counts - one, that the last post continues to attract comments and two, that the gap hasn't been in vain. I've been busy changing a few things around here, but to see them you'll probably have to click through from your feed reader.

Look! 

New layout! 

New links section! 

I know the layout is not the best, but give me some back-pats, please.I hardly use any code and all..i did it all myself....

So here i m trying my hands as i got a break to...

This blog is my window. My window to you, my window to my own self and my window to happiness.